Who is a Demon?

A demon is an evil, mythical monster or spirit. Historically or presently this word is associated with belief. Here is one story which might define another meaning of belief:

A huge dark shadow twice as large as me was imitating and worsening my thoughts. The only difference spotted was that the size of its brain kept increasing with mutilating ideas. I was frightened for a second that how all of this was getting validated. The darkness of the devil seemed and sensed surreal. The pretentiousness was so perfect that believing reality became hard. The feeling of command to act in a certain and negative way gushed throughout the body making everything very normal. I couldn’t realize why I was going through that. But I could sense that something was wrong with me. The feeling of not acting like the same person I used to be was petrifying the hell out of me. I could easily feel the shadow, the so-called ‘demon’ which was overpowering my thoughts and my processing skills. I felt a big full stop in my mind and body.

But all I knew was that I had to and could fight this and will get over it soon. After reflecting I realized that I have a big fight left. Because whenever I focused subconsciously, all I was able to see was a huge demon stopping me from acting normal.

But after a lot of overthinking which was the only action I was doing till then to act on the demon possessing me was that it is my mind only. My unsatisfied, tired mind was making me do that. Not to forget the house of the devil: overthinking was the leader of it. They made a community of themselves and knew how and where to act. At last, I knew it was all my reasoned mind which functioned like that. A little bit of overthinking plus their traits coming after them can easily make one possessed by a demon one can never imagine.

It hasn’t been a while, another overthinking led me to the thought that almost every human goes through this and how it was never mentioned in the curriculums. Since this is one of the biggest fights we do every day. Fighting with oneself to live without the evil demon destroying a normal lifestyle. I kept wondering why no one taught us about this fight, the fight with the demon inside.

This became an untold story that always goes on, and at times this demon often eats whole people. The angelic power got so tired that it led the demon to finish it.

All this led me to a realization that hit hard: no one is going to pull me out of this demon. It has to be me working on myself and my mindset toward my angelic life. And I can not guarantee forever as I still at times can feel this demon whenever it tries to overpower me but all I do is imagine and praise the angel inside me.

Thus constructing and feeling the way I want, will only be restored by reinstalling the angelic power which gets archived at times from the system. Though it isn’t easy it isn’t that hard.

I think I fought that demon :)